Hello, once again!
Havent been updating the blog much due to the extensive work + tuition that I'm involved in. Today is like the God-given free day, food poisoning for me to stop what i'm doing and let me think about my future and what I'm doing.

My job scope has provided me the most interesting customers to handle: Children. Primary One children who are really still maybe at the toddler age complaining to you about all sorts of weird things such as "Teacher , mummy never put my math textbook in for me" or "teacher, mummy say she got no time to teach me spelling, so i never learn". It's really interesting to watch these children independence level nurturing slowly as we move through the months.

Tutoring has also been a great challenge. You may think, what more, it's just teaching primary school kids and you should have all the mighty knowledge of primary school syllabus at the back of your head. But it is never simple because I'm teaching some students who suffer from special disorders and it is kinda difficult for me to see how they fare and their attention timespan on you, is like probably less than 5 minutes. Therefore, the need to crack your brain and flaunt creativity arrives. and I'm kinda tired of it but i do love the challenge, such is the irony.

The future, still seemed relatively blur to me. I'm kinda stuck in the junction, not knowing what to do still and whether the path i'm taking is right for me. There seems to be alot of clauses accompanying each choice i'm making and i'm really not sure whether i'll regret my decision or not.However, have given myself the promise that i must decide no matter what, before 27 May .

Hello!
life's been quite busy these days. I'm still facing books, it's just that I'm imparting my knowledge and skills to the younger generation these days. Yes, life as a teacher IS NO EASY.
Lots of interesting stories to share since i'm teaching the primary school students. their skill for coming up with excuses and losing their stuff such as their intimates and watches are higher than a normal adult!
But I really love this job though because it's fun and it's really a heart-warming thing to read your student's journal saying that "Miss Ong is nice and funny, I like her."


&&& from this job, i really learn to appreciate my teachers more and more!

& Now i understand why my CT loves to wear dresses because it's so damn difficult to open up your wardrobe right smack in the morning thinking about what to wear. HAHAHA!

Holidays have been really great with so many things happening in December and more to come in 2009. Prom Night with the classmates, Outings/Shopping/Weddings/holidays/.
(photos will come in really reallly really soon, I promise(: )


& This holiday feels really good because you dont have to worrry about a single thing (okay maybe that large burn in my wallet)

Need to get a job really soon to sew back the hole for more shopping(:

Oh yes, Merry Christmas in Advance if i never update during the festive season!(:

No more mugging, no more sweechu, no more TLC, NO MORE oppressive looking 1984(:

I think Nineteen Eighty Four is seriously getting on the verge of my nerves. Cant believe I used to love it so much for its opressive nature and how weird Winston Smith is. Last paper to go!

2007







2008


Many things have changed over a year. the CT, our attitude towards our academics and even appearances.
Angela has short , long and short hair again.
Sammie Bok has long hair tied up in a bun bun now.
Chai's hair looks much much shorter compared to the days under the regime of Mrs Pow
Lizzie, Adeline and Morena hasnt got braces on now!
Hazel and Chai and Brandy got new specs.


That's how drastic a change you can see in JC life.
We move on from shouting in the cabins of the MRT station to taking things in a much more matured manner .

Prelim results were... disastrous.






TWO things to look forward to when I end my A'levels in 55 days time.


1. I'll burn all my lecture notes and the top of the list will be either math or geog or even econs(You know why, for econs)
2. I'll go mad in shopping and somehow end up in the Mad House due to the sudden outburst of freedom



I'll think of the rest after 55 days.
Right now, I GOTTA MUGGGG HARD for my A's.
See ya(:

My brain is at saturation point with math. I LOVE DIFFERENTIATION AND INTEGRATION YA RIGHT.



School's like a vampire draining more and more blood from me. I cant wait for weekends to come so I can relax for abit!


Okay I gotta go back to math now. NEED TO DO WELL THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




6 MORE DAYS TO THE END OF PRELIMS, LESS THAN 2 MONTHS TO A LEVELS.

My arm's been bandaged up like it's some sausage waiting on the table to be sliced on.
Thank god it's the right, if it's the left, then how i type.

note: i'm typin this with my left arm that is still physically abled. and this took me a whole 10 minutes

'll be on hiatus till I'm back from A'levels.
Goodbyes.

'll only be updating once per week.
No more outings and shopping.
It'll just be library,me,studying,lecturenotes,practice.

Sorry seven for not going for the birthday party. Just thought I would spoil everybody's mood if i'm there. & YES HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY NG TINGWEI, I hope you enjoyed being seventeen(:

I didnt head out to town today because I thought after so many days being out, I ought to give my legs a good rest. I spent the whole day packing up + gossip girl -ing and yes... packing up but still, only half of my study table is cleared.(LOOK HOW EXAMS BROUGHT ABOUT THIS MESS) So I'm gonna continue my packing part two later on after finishing this.I definitely put up the BEFORE AND AFTER photos if i ever got the time

I LOVE TODAY. It makes me feel that I'm so free to do what I like and enjoy doing without any limitations and restraints.Just lazing around walking around the house reading newsweek, catching gossipgirls make me feel super duper happy! I hope this can continue on forever!


Okay, it's back to school on tuesday SO I GOTTA COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK which is like reading geog, doing what swee chu asks us to and lastly, the math functions tutorial!

I spent the whole day shopping with secondary school mate seah(:
We spent most of the time walking, hunting down tops and buying them.
Most of the time we were either bitching or catching up with each other's lives. & Yes that's an overwhelming amount of information I'd to swallow since it's been so long that we've actually went out TO SIMPLY SHOPPING together. I have to say shopping has got to be next best thing out of my life besides friends and family.

WHY DOES HOLIDAYS SEEM TO PASS LIKE SUPER FAST?
I HAVENT GOT AROUND TO MUCH SHOPPING YETT!

Hey you
stop acting like a freaking bitch
you pick on me like
some nobody
in your minute eyes I am just
your little playdoll
that's for you to feast on
like a dog that's tearing pieces of meat
oh you have no idea what I am thinking
you freaking bitch
i'm a grown up and i know what i'm doing
stop acting like a woman who
live in the age of totalitarians
where woman are controlled by the elderly
from yourself from that
and open
yourself to dissent
then you'll see the real world

stop living
in the world of gossips
keeping in mind of
the judgements of others
I cannot take it
and stop being a freaking bitch.
i'm not what
you think i am
you impose your
prejudices
judgements
rules
on me
I cannot accept
and never I will

Mid Years are over!
I'm going to fufil the things on my list!

I succeeded in pulling through the horrible week of mid years and there's like 2 more papers to go before I go for my short holiday.
Anyways, I'm still diarrhoea-ing and having stomachaches since last thursday and at this rate I AM SUPER AFRAID THAT I REALLY CANT TAKE MY ECONS PAPER AND GEOG PAPER. THIS IS LIKE HORRIBLE SHITTT.

to the loo.

I think I'm so stressed with studies that I feel nauseous before exams and experience diaherroea. Literature Paper was rather horrible but I wrote alot than I had thought I would. Didnt had time to finish my P&P, AGAIN. Think Dr S is so gonna fire me in my ass.
Math Paper was... . worst than I thought! Half the time I was battling with MYSELF instead of the paper because I was going to vomit all over the paper. THANK GOD I didnt, if not I would have lost alot more marks than I would. SIGHHHH.

YAY! There's no papers tomorrow but we're given a day to sort out our messy stuffs with regards to PAPER 4. EH WAIT ONE DAY IS NOT ENOUGH! I GOT 3 WHOLE BOOKS TO COVER!

SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.


Caroline Norton's Love Not


LOVE not, love not! ye hapless sons of clay!
Hope’s gayest wreaths are made of earthly flowers—
Things that are made to fade and fall away
Ere they have blossom’d for a few short hours.
Love not!

Love not! the thing ye love may change:
The rosy lip may cease to smile on you,
The kindly-beaming eye grow cold and strange,
The heart still warmly beat, yet not be true.
Love not!

Love not! the thing you love may die,
May perish from the gay and gladsome earth;
The silent stars, the blue and smiling sky,
Beam o’er its grave, as once upon its birth.
Love not!

Love not! oh warning vainly said
In present hours as in the years gone by;
Love flings a halo round the dear ones’ head,
Faultless, immortal, till they change or die,
Love not!

The final lap to meeting... doom tomorrow. (okay that's not funny)
I've been studying and filling my brain up with econs since dawn and man, I'm so sick of it now so I thought I'd better do something like a 100 things that I would do after mid-years to motivate me on. I think I really need that motivation to study more. MORE. MORE!

#01. SHOPPINGGGG.(that's like a super motivation)
#02. Go out with my seven! especially GERALDINE TAN, I TOLD YOU I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH YOU FOR AGES.
#03. COUNTER-STRIKE OR GIMME SOME BLOODY COMPUTER GAME THAT IS GROTESQUE-LY VIOLENT(I need it since ages ago!)
#04. I need to re-pack my table( Exams has caused me to have only a pathetic space of 20cm out of the 1.5m & I cant stand it)
#05. Visit the ZzzZz monster.

Okay that's TOP 5 ON THE LIST.
For now til next tuesday's 11am, I'll be off from the world global telecommunications and study hard for my mid years(:


See ya people!
People who are caught in the same freaking state as me now, GAMBATTEE(:
As for People who arent, YOU GUYS ARE SO LUCKY!